Livin'

Living at kaylies. Because I am currently HOMELESS. which is a sad thought.

I have lots of picutres that i have been taking JUST FOR MY BLOG. alas- my cord is somewhere between here and Danville California, in a big semi.

So pictures are out of the question.

But never fear.
I shall post them someday.
Soon


Today is graduation, and i am fairly sad to see all my friends gradutate and move on with their lives.

Next year is not going to be the same with out them
SUMMER IS HERE
but i wont be around.
I will be in danville. hopefully working at a snowcone shack.

That is all.

Going.... Going...

Today has been a long day! We have been doing a lot of cleaning and packing up. I woke up really early because my plans where to take some more senior pictures with Kat and Kaylee and alee. Unfortunately those plans were squished real fast by my parents.
So i spent a long day cleaning and packing up the house.
NOW I AM SO TIRED!
You never really realize how hard moving is, until you are doing it.


I don't really remember doing a whole lot of moving, since the last two times I have done it, I was really too young to help out. But it is seriously hard work.

I knew my room tended to be messy, but until you pull out everything and see how dusty everything gets, and how grimy the walls are, you don't even understand.
We had a lot of great friends and family come help us out today and we got a lot done that we wouldn't have if its wasn't for them.


I have some pictures i want to post (so that my new blog isn't so boring to look at) but unfortunately, my chord to my camera is packed up with everything else and i am not about to go search for it. So hopefully I will get everything up and going soon!

Tomorrow is the big day! We pack up everything into a big semi truck and let it start rolling to California while we wait and live in a hotel while everyone finished school. And the actually "Driving there" Days are next Sunday and Monday!

Yesterday was hard, as it was the last week in the ward. I was doing pretty alright until i was sitting on the couch in the lobby and Libby came in sobbing because she was going to miss her teachers. It was a little heartbreaking.

I am just grateful I get the end of the week. To see graduation, attend parties, and to say goodbye!

Creation

Change.

It taste like dirt in my mouth.
Everywhere I turn, everything is changing.
New home,
New places,
New Friends
Leaving old ones behind
Mowing up the patch, that i always wanted to turn into my own garden
But never seemed to find the time.
Or the Job at Thanksgiving point
that got so close
but i had to turn away.
The friendships that took me so long
To get to the point i am now,
Only to leave and not know if i am coming back.
Its funny what you take advantage of when you think you will be somewhere forever.

Then your are forced to leave.

Excitement
Yet fear
Every single day
as it draws closer and closer.....
and closer....
and closer....